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it's our sembreak. gadamit but i hate using our computer. yea we already are DSL but please, friendster and yahoo messanger was blocked.
okay how stupid was that. shit nakakainis naman! haaay!

i'm happy. but not so so so. but i'm happy, now. thank you earth.


*walang magawa ayoko kasi tumuloy sa kamikazee gig na gustong puntahan ng barkada ko ayan tambay sa harap ng p.c*


lol  
 

i don't know where to put this feelings. i'm so fed up. i don't know what else to do. i don't even know to whom am i suppose to cry. fuck.

i've been inlove with this person for so long then suddenly, he started to give hints, finally. so there i was, head over heels. i've been telling it to
my friends and kinikilig ako ng sobra syempre. i even asked my bestfriend to make him her textmate so that infos will flow easily. then all of a sudden. huminto na ulit. wala parang friends na naman. deadma ulit. fuck. yea he's texting but i don't care. it doesn't even make sense to me. i don't know. feels like he has "somebody". then i started to panic. i dunno why but it's just that i felt like doing so. so i asked my bestfriend if he's still texting her and what's their topics. no answers. just smiles. fuck. di ako lalo mapakali. mei tinatago sila. so my other friend started to open up. she had my bestfriend's fone and let
me read the messages of this freakin' guy. it was him. okay i was nearly terrified when i saw the messages. here's how it goes: "mei bf ka na ba? / pwede ba malaman kung sino ex mo? / ang ganda mo nga ee nakakainlove ka. / magkikita naman tayo bukas eh. / basta dito lang ako lagi pag keilangan mo." i dunno how to react in front of her! of course i won't freak out. but yea, i can't take what i've read no more so umuwi na lang ako. tangina masakit pala, sobra. it hurts even more for she's my bestfriend for god's sake! we've known each other for so many damn years. i dunno if my reaction was right but i dunno what to do. i don't even have the guts to cry. i'm scared. i don't know. call me a loser, pathetic, stupid, idiot, coward or whatever, i don't care. i feel so bad. i feel so useless. i'm pathetic. we're not even a girlfriend/boyfriend material but i'm reacting like this. i don't even know if my reactions are okay. or i'm just so O.A.
i guess i'm just reacting a bit over. i don't know. putang ina. yun na lang muna.

"Don't Mess With My Love"

I thought you were a friend of mine but I was wrong
You tried to fit into the arms where I belong
You moved right in behind my back
Everyone knows friends don't do that

I thought you were somebody I could trust
You always said you were happy for us
How could you go and break my heart?
When you knew all along he was mine from the start

He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love

You came right over and looked in my eyes
You said the stories were rumors and lies
And I wish I could believe in you
But I'm sorry to say he told me the truth

He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love

[BRIDGE]
Friends don't do what you do
There's no excuse
I'm so confused
I thought you cared about me
But now I see
All you care about is you

He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love

i'm confused. i dunno. i didn't even go to school today. better watch out now.
it's just that i feel soooo in between. damn it feels so bad too.
and oh, 1 more thing, he sucks. he so so sucks. why can't you just stop if it's
not for real?! shit.



 

just got hale's "twilight" album. the packaging was good. nice pics and arts. but to tell the truth, i don't seem to enjoy the songs
that much. i am a haler for God's sake! but to think, the songs don't seem to fit the guys.
they've been playing rock/melancholic songs but some songs now are mixed..
edited so much.. whatever. and yea i've told our maid "bat ganun parang si
geneva cruz lang un artist sa album na un dahil sa mga ibang kanta, iba un dating! parang edited na mixed na chuva.." anyway, there's nothing wrong but maybe naninibago lang ako.
don't get me wrong with this kind of review okie? i'm still a true blue haler and
i'm loving their song "hide and seek" oyea lovelots!

damn i'm so furious!!! today should be the day!! oh and how i hate everybody! the north gig! damn!!!! nangaasar ba talaga?! oh well that's fate.. but there's a silver lining in everything right? we'll be in moa gig and eastwood this october. but still, i'm so mad!!! so my CLVE project?! i'm doing it NO MORE! wala talaga ako sa mood! haaay! sorry joan and ate joy! hmm, see you in the next gigs. argh!!! hope you did say hi to kean and the guys for me. i'm so sad.

i thought he won't text me yesterday. and yea, he did. but 12:00a.m? kumusta naman yun? haha! oh well, i love that joke he sent me.haaay. la lang.
anyway, we'll be there tomorrow at s.m north edsa for callalily's mall tour.
better finish my project! ooooh! CLVE! God how i hate that org thingy!
love lots and godspeed!

yesterday was one of the greatest day for me and yana, i guess. at last, he
talked to me. and i even had the guts(just yesterday! for so long!) to text him.
thanks to God! haha! well i'm just so happy. and right now, i'm loving this song. OMG


am i inlove? lol. nothing more to say. mwah!

i don't know what to say. it has been months since the first time i saw you. but until now, you won't even bother to talk or even notice me. god damn it. i'm fuckin' confused! manhid ka! nakakapang-gigil! ewan bwiset ka! 

after two days of totally black out(or brown out.. whatever!) I REALLY DO and REALLY REALLY DO appreciate electricity na as in OH MY GOSH! the heck, it totally bummed the wits out of me! i dunno what else to do aside from playing the guitar, eating, playing board games, talking, lots of talking and even more more talking! we're really bored to death! i can't use my cellphone for it's lowbatt and mommy won't allow me to stay inside the car (shocks i just wanna charge my phone!) and i can't even stay inside my room for i'm so scared to even go upstairs (dude, i'm staying in 3rd floor okay? so there's a big big reason!) i missed MUSIC (i don't wanna waste the battery of my iriver. lol) and most of all, i miss the net!!!!!!!!!! haha! i'm addicted diba? but losing electricity that long also helped our family to bond, even more. and thanx to kuya ely because after 15 years of my life, now i can play chess! haha! woah! don't get me wrong, i really don't know how. nobody here at home knows how and my friends are so lazy to teach me. so now i'm so damn proud that i can. hehe kidding. anyway, we just got home. (yusuke, denden, mommy and i) we've gone to ortigas to give a ride for ate rhens and kuya ely. and oh, too bad for them they still need to go to work. hehe. but before dropping them by, we decided to eat first in mcdo. (woohoo i miss mcdo na! tagal na rin ung last kain namin doon) haaay! i guess two days really ate me so here i am, the ultimate drama queen! i took a pic and i also used it as my primary picture in friendster. kakulitan nga naman. hehe! 


and yea, i named this picture "drama queen lost in ortigas" lol haha! there there! i'm tired now. be safe and love lots!


PS: THIS ENTRY IS LATE. IT SHOULD BE POSTED LAST NIGHT BUT THE CONNECTION GOT CRAZY SO I DECIDED TO JUST POST IT TODAY. LOL 

i was not able to post for days! argh! anyway i got so sentimental with callalily this past days so i decided to make a poem for the band. *aww how thoughtful of me* lol. i even posted it in their y.g to see how the listers would react. hehe. here it is:


so what do you guys think? i think it's a bit mushy. well anyway it's just a poem composed out of bliss. haha! got to go now! damn, so many darn works to do! chemistry homework and geometry homework, done. but i still need to finish the oedipus play analysis and history homeworks!  loads and loads to do! mwah and be safe!

i forgot the exact date i last posted. anyway, so many things happened. it'll take me hours to just type it all here. so next time, i'll make it a point to get posted as soon as possible! heehee!

hmm, my last post was about the 6 cycle's gig right? it was a thud! ney was so cool! and so was tutti! the band was great! paraluman and protien shake too! but too bad i wasn't able to have a picture with them. plus, cellphones aren't allowed! grr! what a paranoid prefect! but thank God the concert was a blast! my bestfriend, shannen, way back in grade 6 made it and rocked the night with us. she's now in m.c school so we're not able to hang-out with her just like before. here is a pic of ours together with my bruhang bespren, cha. 

today was our general rehearsal for ndgm's foundation day. it was exhausting and at the same time, very stupid. paulit-ulit! but afternoon came, and oyea, it was a blast! vivo of starstruck 3 came. cute!!!

and spongecola came too! yael's approachable, cute, and all! haha! even chris and the whole band. luckily, cha, i and kimi got so darn LUCKY that we're the last batch of people they admitted to go see the guys inside the library before the performance. yael even gave me this leaflet before i go, asking us to be there tomorrow in ortigas for their album launch, sophomore album "transit".

too bad i can't make it tomorrow for it's 6cyclemind/protein shake/paraluman's concert in our school. the album launch of sponge cola is in ortigas. and callalily has a gig tomorrow in katipunan. what do you think i'll choose between 6 cycle and sponge? (for i can't make it in katipunan, i know.) of course 6cycle! i'll interview tutti, rye and ney about kean! haha! *asa pa ko* so, there. hope tomorrow will be a bash as well! be safe!

waaaaah! the one i posted earlier was deleted! damn ang haba pa nman nun! ulit na nman! haaay!

anyway, i couldn't get enough of kean edward cipriano!! he's soooo cute!! here's a picture of me with him. napakalapit! naputol tuloy! haha damn that zoom! but he is still uber-cute though. haha!

last night, i was scanning my iriver then i accidentally switched it to the radio tour kean and alden had in 97.1 wls fm which i recorded. so, i decided to listen to it once again. after 2 hours of listening and laugh trips, dj john hendrix asked the guys to share the listeners about their experiences with other famous people plus the inspirational words those people gave them. kean was the first one. he was like,

"always look up to other people. wag kayo magsasawa. kasi pag dumating yun time na you guys think that you're the best, dun kayo magsisimula bumagsak. thanks tutti ng 6 cycle mind! siya may sabi sakin nun!"

i mean, wow! it really do inspired me though. then it was alden's turn. alden said,

"grabe nabbrain freeze ako. uhm sakin naman, never think you're best. xe the second you think nga that you're the best, you suck."

the three guys all went silent. then alden said, "tama ba un?" john hendrix just laughed. kean was like asking alden with hesitation but at the same time mocking, "uhh.. that's nice?? ehee.." then all of them laughed. me too, but harder. hehe! you see, i'm just mababaw that's why. i guess this guys are so fun to be with. with sense of humor, mababait and cute! haha! oyea and they rock, that's it. hehe! \m/

oh well got to go now. i still have to study and do my homeworks in geometry, chemistry and social. argh! mwah be safe! ciao!

i wanna change everything. damn. i fuckin' hate my life!

i love sitti! the girl who sang "para sa akin". her voice is so soothing and sounds so sophisticated. feels like i'm in a coffee shop when i'm listening to her songs. i love listening to the her album cafe bosa when i'm just chillin' and playin' around in my room. i love her. i love her voice!

just revamped my blog. i don't like the colors for i want them to be black and pink but still, i think it's cute. do navigate and enjoy. but please try to leave comments and i want those destructive ones out of my page. right now may hang-over pa rin aq kei kean. hehe aun wala lang. anyway, try to watch wazzup wazzup studio 23 later for my sister's friend, ice, will be performing there later. maryzark band. so there! thanx, take care and godspeed!

OMG! i can't believe that i've finally met them last night! i was in front and kean even pointed me out. denden was the one who freaked out anyway haha! i mean it's really an OMG experience! i have pictures with them and i've got my album signed by all of them! waaah! hehe! i'm sooooo uber hyperNEEEEEESSS!!

here's a picture of me with tatsi. and oyea i also have pictures with kean, alden, lem and aaron! (and alden's 11yrs old brother too! haha so cute!) just check out my friendster acct for more pics!

haaaay. bored. o2jam later. ciao

just saw the movie "mortuary" together with my barkada yesterday. hey that movie sucks. no offense but it's more like "house of wax", but that wax movie is way better. grabe nsyang pera nmen! nerissa and i just finished the whole movie screaming all along though it's not really scary. hehe

" we still need to settle our pessimistic problem.. praise fate!"

no classes tomorrow and that rocks! but i still have to review for our exams this coming thursday, argh! i wanna go with my sis and mommy tommorrow and shop the day away for our upcoming baby paula stephanie. plus, i have to buy destination xyz! argh! aww too bad i can't. hope mommy would allow me.

yesterday something really funny, amazing and exciting happened. i was at my room, my cousins yusuke and denden were also there, playing harvest moon, then while holding my iriver, i suddenly freaked out and screamed, "bakit hanggang ngayon wala pa akong 'stars' by callalily!" so my cousins were like, "ewan namin sayo, bumili ka ng album o magrecord ka sa radio" so i turned on my iriver and started scanning the fms. (well i'm not really planning that time to look instantly okay!) and when i reached 99.5 rt, i couldn't believe it! really! haha! the band callalily was there(live!) and asking listeners to call the hotline and ask them whatever on earth you wanna ask! i was like OMG!!! finally here's my chance! not only the 'stars' song but i'll be able to talk to them too! so after 2 long hours and 5 longer rings without answering, on the 6th ring(and again it took them years to answer) i was there, hearing my voice on air and dj neil and the callalily guys were there saying hello to me! i was breathless that time and the speech i've been rehearsing for two hours was gone, just like that! mental-blocked! haha! funny, really. iba na un natanong ko sa mga dapat talagang itatanong ko! and kean and the guys invited me to be there on their album launch in metrobar west ave. i asked my mom if i can(of course my parents will be there too) and she said yes we can! haha denden and i was frantic that we'll be able to meet the guys at last! (denden my cousin, a bigger fan of callalily than me hehe) it'll be this august 30, 6:00 p.m. gosh i can't hardly wait! rock on callalistas! oyea i'm in love! haha!

right now, i am super crushing this two guys! especially kean! i guess this is not a good pic of tatsi but hey, he still is way too cool for me! haha! (tatsi-lead guitar/left, kean-vocalist/right)

why can't they just let me manage my own self? i'm not that stupid at all. gosh i'm so drama na naman! effect of not blogging for almost a month? haha i guess i just missed blogging so much. things happen as time passes, quick. oh, i was thinking, should i make another blog for i think this one is so messy! hehe. got to go, i have to edit my 'my space' acct. mwah!

DARN! i just so hate fu***n' blabbermouthed biat***s! telling everybody about my secrets! haven't i guys told you that what you've read here, stays here?! fu** i mean it! i'm really mad! don't worry i like him no more! it's just that down there, it is stated that HE IS ONLY CUTE. PERIOD! damn damn!

i'm so dying to send this to him: lol. oyea i'm just kidding. haha

it's not healthy for me to feel this way.. hala lss naq kei rihanna! haha

Now, when is he going to start talking to me? LOL

last wednesday, june 14, 2006 was our first day of class. first day of being 3rd year and everything. and i belong to 3- st. gabriel. oyea! i've been wanting to be in that section since march for i know i won't be able to enter the cream class. my freaky grades. but i'll do my best now. i'll try, haha! and oh! gosh gosh gosh gosh! rafael.. raphael (whatever) luiz.. luis.. (whichever!) bunyi! shockz! new classmate, a transferee and darn he is so cute! haha! came from cal sci school so it means he is intelligent. huwaw looks and brains! OMG! haha. well have to sleep now i still have classes tomorrow. mwah!

i woke up early and i just finished my cereal. (lol. really needed huh? haha) and right now, here i am hitting the keyboard. too early though. oh well, i've been looking forward on what am i really suppose to do this day. i've been thinking about it since last night. gosh what am i really up to? my mom's planning to have this night swimming later but i'm sure not excited. 'cause according to her the other day, we'll be heading to that new mall, "s.m mall of asia" 'today'. i guess she's not serious about that. argh i don't wanna go swimming, i wanna go shopping! waaaaaaah, i'm still thinking about that ipod contest i joined and oh, it's really funny that denden and i won some contests but we didn't claim prizes haha! beat us! lol. i won 2 tickets to go and check out the new movie "american hunting" on 99.5 rt and denden won evelyn and crabtree gift packs on candymag. haha! we're cousins that's why. come on beat us! lol. we just don't have time to claim those and we don't know where to claim hehe. plus, denden and i just saw it yesterday that he won something due to the fact that yesterday was the deadline. (p.s.: we saw it last night. lol.) and oww, i how wish i'll be lucky enough to win that ipod or even just one of those jellyphones (strawberry color please). of course i'll claim it this time! MAGKAMATAYAN! haha lol. i'll wait for the results. lucky lucky lucky lucky lucky me please.

right now i'm wishing and hoping to win that jellyphone or ipod. but please please God let it be the ipod! haha

gosh! i guess i missed blogging so much! haha finally i'll be able to again

okay i was watching t.v. just this afternoon when suddenly i accidentally switched the channel to abs-cbn. then i thought i saw my classmate(for two years) in Wowowee. well i guess that was pretty wierd and i got so itchy to check if it really was him. then suddenly, OMG! it was really him! err, i don't wanna be so harsh or mean but i guess that was really wierd. really. i mean, it's not that i'm so maarte but you can't push me even if you'll give me 5 thousand just to watch there. that place/studio gives me creeps though they are all partying. maybe because so many people died attempting to join the game show. plus, people can't answer simple questions such as "what is your name?" then the contestant will answer, "WOWOWEE!" with matching the hand gestures of the show and of course, they win! WTF?! what was that all about?! it's a game show not a 'just-pity-the-poor-people-for-they-really-need-money' show! i guess i'll go there then cry so hard telling them i'm going to die in the next few minutes so please do give me a hundred thousand. okay i'm not being hypocrite, bastard, biatch or anything. i'm just telling the truth. but of course, i know deep inside, that i do understand all of them. Filipinos lack education so we can't blame those people. or can we? is it their fault that they can't even afford to go to school because they didn't gave their best shots during their school years? or is it the government to blame because they are so KURAKOT that we are the ones who suffer because of their heartless actions? okay i can't comment or i might end up being crucified under the policemen's hands. (lol i'm just kidding there ) all i know is that, i'll do my best this year, so that i'll be proud with all my achievements during my junior high in the end.

There is this person that annoys me. why? just because i hate his voice. how he acts. how he sings. how he performs onstage. how he talks. so many darn hows. but everytime i hear his voice singing, and the strumming of that stupid electric guitar, my shivering always starts. i don't know if he is getting into my nerve because of that distracting falsetto voice, or it means something. something deeper that i would someday regret, i don't know if i should be sorry or be happy about.


We're not talking that much now. i only had the chance when he got online and when i texted him. not in person. and that makes me look freakishly pathetic. too bad for me. i don't text him that much for i might look so paranoid, which i already am. there are 3 things that give space between us. first, our age. he is 9 years older than me and that would make our pair as if brother and sister thingy. i'm not taking this as a very big hindrance for i know so many married people 12, 10, 7 years age gap. so hope still sparks. second, he has a girlfriend. i don't take this seriously too. they're not yet married right? and lastly, the biggest and hardest of them all that separates me apart from him is, limelight. fame is such a big hindrance. and mind you, he is not mr. lui pio okay? he is someone not that famous but i really look up to him or maybe even feel for. i know i am. and he totally rocks that whenever we're chatting and texting, i can feel the redness in my face. i don't know why. maybe because i'm dreaming about this person to be mine but when everything seems to be so perfect, my insecurities and frustrations occur. i'm a big big mess in this darn huge world. he is too good for me.


And i can't even imagine the worst thing that may happen. and to top that, it already happened. it was that night i was about to sleep and i popped the c.d. of his band and listened to this particular song. i didn't realized that there were tears streaming down my cheeks until suddenly, all i thought about is him. and i knew that missed him damnly much.


Nobody knows this. not a single soul. i'm even afraid that my sister will soon find out, open my blog and blab it to me with filth. but it's okay. i'm the only person that knows the real me. and i know that i'm only living in a dream. dreams they haunt me back. this line fits to me so good. so what do you think, is this love or just infatuation?

duh! what is wrong with my mom?! i wanna go there and live a life! there's nothing wrong if we'll migrate there.. argh!!!!! new zealand, i love cows and there's nothing wrong with that! lol

i'll call it a bad day. err.. geez i guess i was just over reacting! we've been to (insert the name of the place, memory gap. lol) and there is this particular uhh.. overpopulated and dirty spot we've been to.. (sorry i think i'm showing the evil side of me) but honestly, i hate the place. is it because i am a loner that i hate overP places? ugh, not that. so instead of pissing myself with those uncertainties, i just took a pic of mine that will show that i'm not only ugly but also fat and has a very poor complexion. lol. so here, i wanna present you the sun kissed beybeh!

i can't post everyday even if i wanted to.. err.. but honestly, i..... am..... sporting....... a..... diary...... *sigh* ugh! hehe kidding.. well not really a diary but a journal (duh what's the difference? lolz) it's just that i love taking down notes.. lol.. okay, just this morning i'm trying my l.j.. but darn it! so user unfriendly! or maybe it is just that i dunno how to use that site.. poor me! and who the hell?!?! there is this person tryin' to pig out with me! YOU SHABBY SHABBY POOR IDIOT! DON'T MESS WITH ME! OR YOU'LL SEE WHAT YOU'RE REALLY LOOKING FOR! *grrr!!!* good thing i'm in good mood..

ahhh i won't worry my life away! -jason mraz

the girl scribbled at
4:57 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

just had my subdomain in blackeyedpeas' web! hehe im not into that groupee but i love apl.de.ap just because of this reason, "he is a filipino and proud to be one" cool dba? argh so proud! lolz..

the girl scribbled at
6:47 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

just came home from swimming.. i'm wierd, i admit.. it runs through the blood.. know what, this morning mom, ate and i are just chatting then my mom suddenly announced, "tara swimming!" si ate nman, "cge! impake naq?!" then i was like "huh?!?!" labo.. biglaan! haha.. so kme nman "sure!!" haha.. here are the pictures! (click here!) lotsa fun! har!

the girl scribbled at
7:56 PM

Sunday, April 30, 2006

i'm finishing my online photo album.. (back ups are great!) ugh! missyah dion..

so sick of love songs......

the girl scribbled at
1:27 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

argh.. saya khpon! biboy still can recall me! yay!!! haha i missed call him then he said, "nica ryt? " haha mei smiley pa tlga! but xmpre un smiley nia un letter 'u' lang hehe.. kewl.. grabe kya kiligs hehe.. champ posted and i'm so happy! hehe daldal tlga ng hubby q..
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Hey Guys!!! We're back!!! Anyway I just want to share that we had such a great time over at boracay, it was amazing! Daldal mode muna ako ha? Anyway we stayed there for 5 days our hotel was at Pear of the pacific which had such a great accomodation. Im so dark! which im so happy coz a lot of people tease me of being color powder hahaha =)

Anyway swimming galore kami dun as in! I was with my brother and some friends. Si VJ sa wakas umitim narin hahaha!!!!! 1st gig was at club paraw/parao it was an RT/Nescafe event we played 3 songs including the nescafe songs which we haven't played! I think thats the first and last time hehehe! kidding! malay mo sa 19th east tugtugin namin yun blue sky nama eh! And then we plyed some games for MTV and played in Aria for MTV sessions. I had problems that day I guess because of the heat I was out the whole afternoon and by the time it was our set I had a hard time breathing (Its not heat stroke okay hehe) But all is well. Last day of performance was at the beach front of our hotel (Pearl) daming tao! All the bands played and it was fun fun fun!

Anyway everything back to normal and I just have to sustain this color cause I dont think I'll be able to go to the beach again for a long time. I hope to see yo guys on thursday at 19th east its gonna be fun! Miss you all

"one for hale, hale for all"

champ

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dunno what else to say.. alert the armory mode! lala......

the girl scribbled at
8:09 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

whatever.. i don't know if i'm mad or what.. cher, sister of champ got online today.. then.. ugh! i dunno.. is she really that snobbish or what.. or just mad and fed up with hale's fans.. look:
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mnica_30: hi cher! i know you're busy so i'm sorry for the disturbance.. nways, i really do love the band of your kuya.. and, do you happen to have a blog? maybe i can link u if it's okay.. by the way i'm nica.. also 3rd yr this sch yr.. hopin' u won't be that snobbish.. i know u'r not.. stay pretty and thanx a lot.. again, sorry for the disturbance..
cher lui pio: WALA
mnica_30: ahh okay, thanx pren po.. take care.. ciao..
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matino nman un msg q.. snob.. argh! or maybe i'm just really so pathetic..

the girl scribbled at
2:46 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

grr! tagal mag number 1 ng tollgate! damn! damn narda! lolz.. i have nothing to do.. suggestions please.. lol.. what's better, biofit or bioslim?! ugh! too bad i'm so frustrated.. lol.. i'm so nonsense.. oh surely, candy listers can help me with this.. too bad.. uhg..!

the girl scribbled at
2:48 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

hi guys! habol lang! i think this is really funny.. hehe.. wawa nman cueshe.. super insecure and.. basta! wahahaha.. their manager is so damn pathetic! makakita ka ba nman na manager na iiyak sa "homeboy" claiming that you’re just a jeepney driver before with matching iyak.. lol.. nakakahiya xa! why don't he form his own band para sumikat! not that kind of PAGPAPAPANSIN.. lol.. bbbrrrr! get lost!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------By JOJO P. PANALIGAN

"Members of Hale are two-faced and arrogant backbiters who think too highly of themselves and their music." Thus, says Cueshe manager, Myke Sarthou, in lieu of Hale's alleged`stab' at the controversy the former band was embroiled in last year during the latter's performance in the ABS-CBN show, "Magandang UmagaPilipinas" last March 2. Invited to "Magandang Umaga" to promote the repackaged version of their debut album, Hale performed their hit songs but intro-ed with a snippet of Silverchair's "The Greatest View" which was publicly contended as one from which Cueshe derived the melody of their hit single, "Stay." "Why did they perform `Greatest View' if they have no intention of reminding people of that issue; one that already died down naturally for lack of basis? There's no remake of `Greatest View' in their album nor is that song part of their usual repertoire. It was covert attempt to taunt Cueshe. Pambabastos na pailalim," says Myke. Cueshe apparently felt irked over the incident that, days later, they addressed the perceived affront in one of show segments in music channel, "MYX." "Sabi ng Cueshe sa `MYX,' `If you (referring to Hale) don't like us, don't say `Hi!' to us when we see each other. Wag n'yo na kaming plastikin," recalls Myke. According to Myke, Hale has not only been "backbiting" Cueshe even before, but has been "making the public believe that they're really this important and sought-after band." "Paano silang magiging sought-after when according to their own website, they only have seven to eight gigs per month? At least ang Cueshe, araw-araw may show that pays well. Hale is managed by their record label and if one is going to use common sense, then they are probably mostly booked for shows that just sell the album. Then again, common sense is not so common," says Myke. As for Hale acting precious about their music, Myke says that this is evidenced by the quartet's perennial call to not be labeled as `pogirock' and for people to instead appreciate their music or musicality. "Ano'ng musicality, eh, piyukin naman si Champ. And what's to appreciate in music that usually just utilizes three chords? Feeling nila ang galing-galing nila. Ang Cueshe kahit isabak mo sa live, kaya nila kasi hasa sila being formerly a Top 40 band. Kaya lang maayos ang tunog ng Hale on record dahil sa recording studio, nareretoke ang music, " says Myke. He adds: "Cueshe would never point out the merits of their songs because that's something real artists don't do unless they come across as self-serving. Only the public can bestow genuine compliments. Besides, what's the point of crowing about the technical merits of music? Either people like you or they don't for whatever reason. "When asked about Hale touted as the best selling new artist of 2005,Myke says that Hale has had the advantage of releasing their album months ahead of Cueshe's. "Sila, month of May nag-release ng album. Kami, July. Further, they were already promoting their album even before its release by serving `Broken Sonnet' to both radio and music channels. What can I say about their Triple Platinum Award? Congratulations," says Myke. Cueshe's manager also says that Hale is so insecure of Cueshe that the former was said to have even contemplated "patterning" the concept of the video for their latest song "Tollgate" to that of Cueshe's current, "Can't Let You Go." "The concept of the video for `Can't Let You Go' features footages from shows they've done all over. Naturally, the video has shots of their fans. When Hale saw it, they were said to have spoken to their label to produce another video for `Tollgate' that will also show their fans. "What if that materialized?" That would've been really amusing because it would once again show how desperate Hale truly is," ends Myke. Cueshe's Double Platinum debut album, "Half Full, Half Empty" has produced the hit songs "Stay," "Ulan," Sorry" and "Can't Let You Go. "The band will be doing a back-to-back show with Hale today at the Baseball Field Subic Bay, Olongapo City. Hale and its record label EMI Music Philippines declined to release an official statement as of this writing.


P.S

hahaha! lolz..

the girl scribbled at
7:05 PM

my room is now web free! yipee! just finished cleaning it hehe.. ugh! too bad i'm so tired.. anyway.. we've been to tagaytay the other day and it was a blast! (uh well, not really..) i dunno but i love that place.. we've been there loads of times but i still enjoy the breeze.. lol.. well, here are some pics i took on our stay.. the link since we left home, i didn't took off my shades..

here is one of my favorites that me myself also took.. kewl!

there! la lang! i just lurve sharing! hehe nweiz, take care!

the girl scribbled at
4:34 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

tell me things and suggestions how to get fit!!!! haha kidding.. i badly need to! damn it haha.. oh well.. i promise, i'll try my best to always go online and post entries here.. it's just that sometimes i'm so lazy and sluggish to do so.. anyways, take care always and make everyday all time! mwash!

the girl scribbled at
9:32 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

hey hey wazzup?! gadamit i love my new banner! (did i get it right?! is it a banner?!) hehe thanx ate rhens for that so much effort! she's the one who did it not me! hehe.. anyway.. i chopped my hair and now my hair has bangs.. hehe.. i dunno if i'm gonna love it or what.. i don't feel contented.. but i lurve this pic.. hehe!

well, gotta go now! need to edit my temply and i need to go to sleep as early as i can 'coz mom and i will go playing badminton tomorrow together with denden and yusuke! (i'll go for it coz i badly need exercise! haha) loveyah mwah!

the girl scribbled at
12:56 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

elow! haha i tried going online this past few days but aww.. i wasn't able to make it.. sorry.. anyway.. last night was really a very bad night for me.. grr! i can't stand my dad! he's so over duper conservative! i don't know.. oh well.. good thing champ flooded the y.g listers! it made my night.. hehe! anyway.. why can't i open my y.m??!! waaaaaah! i wanna die!!! lolz kidding.. i think there's something wrong.. (of course there is something wrong.. stupid bitch!) hehe.. i loooooooooooove lindsay lohan! hehe wala lang.. i watched freaky friday(again!) last night but this time i'm with my mom.. she was laughing so hard.. i don't know maybe because being "MABABAW" runs through the blood.. hehe.. anyway, i bought cds of slipknot, american punk collabs and new found glory the other day.. i don't know what virus entered my mind that i bought those.. well i think i'm starting to like slipknot now.. i know it's kinda wierd.. yes it is.. and i don't have any idea why! haha well at first i got scared in their singles because it sounds a bit demonic.. but because of non stop listening, i can appreciate it now! hehe freaky freaky..... anyway, this is a very long entry na! till then.. mwah!

the girl scribbled at
6:20 PM

Thursday, March 30, 2006

all this afternoon i've been trying to finish my "memories in bali" series.. waaah too bad my eyes can't take it any longer so i decided to just go online.. hehe.. anyway i had so much fun watching! my heart beats soooooo fast everyime paolo jung(jo in sung) and ryan kang(so ji sup) enter the scene.. waaaah.. hoping erica lee would trade places with me! hehe kidding! i admit, i'm a movie buff.. alright.. but aylabit! awww.. i just love them! well.. gotta go now!

the girl scribbled at
6:13 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Join the Club? Not just yet First posted 09:14pm (Mla time) Nov 11, 2005
By Noelani Torre Inquirer News Service Editor's Note:
Published on Page A3-2 of the November 12, 2005 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer


THE success of neo-rockers like Sugarfree has spawned more than just hit singles--it's also given birth to a plethora of new bands, all seemingly eager to jump on the sensitive rock bandwagon. One group that sound like they want to be the genre's next big thing is a band with the--you have to admit--quite apropos name of Join the Club. Made up of lead vocalist and guitarist Biboy Renia, guitarist Migs Mendoza, bassist Congie Lulu, and drummer Pao Santiago, Join the Club specializes in lovelorn lyrics, driving bass lines, and an energetic showing at the drums. It's not a combination you haven't encountered before, but, in the interest of fairness, let's take a closer look at their music:

Morose sentiments
After only one listen to the band's debut album "Nobela" (Warner)--and a flip through the inlay--you can conclude that every song in it is about love. Lost love, scorned love, cruel love--you get the picture. Despite the songs' morose sentiments, however, Print this story Send this story Write the editor Reprint this article View other stories in the main they sound upbeat. A closer listen to the lyrics themselves is not recommended, though. To put it plainly, they sound like they could've been written by your 12-year-old brother. The lyrics are in Filipino and English, and though those in the former could use some editing, it's the English songs that are downright painful to listen to. Case in point is the refrain from the song "Love Is" which goes "Love is: what's keeping me this solitaire/ Someday I wish that I can find you there/ And still/ Waiting for a brand new day/ What's keeping me from causing this pain." Pain is caused, indeed.


Sound-wise, the songs have an unfinished feel. They sound unpolished, not in the edgy and intriguing mode, but in the I-don't-really-know-what-I-want-to-sound-like sense. They seem quite enthusiastic about what they're doing throughout the album, but they're hardly original and they don't even copy well. There is little coherence to this album, belying its title--"Nobela"--which implies structure and unity. In fact, once you get to listen to all 50-odd minutes of this disc, you'll find that the title has nothing to do with the content. If there's anything at all holding this record together, it's the theme of love lost. That, and the fact that sooner or later the songs start to blend into one another, until you're left with one homogeneous mass.

Lead vocalist
The lead vocalist is a competent enough singer, but you need more to make material like this sound better than it actually is. He just doesn't have the kind of pipes that can capture a listener's attention--and keep it from focusing on, say, the lyrics. And, for a group that fancies itself to be a rock band, Join the Club certainly doesn't make much use of its guitars. Oh they're there, but you won't find any pyrotechnic guitar-playing here. These guys still have some musical maturing to go through. Join the club? Not just yet.


my comment:
well i think the one(NOELANI TORRE) who wrote this so-called-very-nice-but-stupid article was just:

• jealous
• stupid/tanga
• probinsyano/probinsyana pano walang alam! (hehe!)
• and has that crab mentality (am i right?)

what is their problem! shit! i don't know! sheesh! all i know is that jtc rock! poor you writer! boo! i reacted late i know but atleast i did! haha err.. just, rakenrol! \m/

the girl scribbled at
9:58 PM

waaaaaaah! yeah i'm always online but, nah.. too busy editing this blog.. i don't know but, it's still so messy!! whatever! hehe.. nwei, i'll still do try my best! got to go now! ciao!

the girl scribbled at
8:05 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

hello! it's 8:33 p.m. and i have nothing to do so i decided to just go blog hopping and add some to my journal.. anyway, we've been to this place just this afternoon.. ate, mommy, kuya ely and me.. i can't remember the name of that place! (memory gap! hehe!) but it's so crowded(of course it's sunday!) and uhg, it's sooooo hot!!!!! i can't really take it but i have to.. i don't wanna get lost in a very unfamiliar place! plus, i forgot my wallet i can't go home! (boohoo!) anyway, the reason why we're there? buy wedding rings for ate and kuya ely! ehee! here's the pic i took using my cellphone:

well i think it's so damn sweet!!!! their wedding day is approaching and we can't hardly wait! i'm excited! haha.. and i can't wait to see tababoy! my niece.. nephew.. whatever gender, oh well.. i still love her/him! ;)

after that very tiring day..

we had greenwich delivery, yummy lasagna and melon shake hehe! i'm a pig! =P and now, here i am editing and bloghopping.. i checked my email and yepee! clubbers replied to my post last night! plus, champ posted to hale's y.g.! wohoo! i'm inlove! hehe.. anyway, so much for that.. i'll edit and arrange this very messy blog first.. take care! love lots ciao!

the girl scribbled at
8:31 PM

okay, so it's almost dawn and i'm still wide awake.. actually i'm really tired but i can't doze myself to sleep! well, because something really nonsense bothers me.. should i post my pic in friendster? well actually it's a "beach bum" picture, as i call it.. anyway it's not that scandalous but i'm still very shy to post it! hey i'm so nonsense..! and oh! this is the picture i'm blabbing about:

i think it's fine but as my sister calls me.. i'm a stupid shy Gdork! (G stands for geek) so Gdork..

anyway..

we've been to greenhills this afternoon and shopped the day away! kewl! i bought so many useful things.. well for me it's really useful..

• polo tshirts
• earings
• halter bras (the one i'm wearing in that pic above)
• shades (yeah still that one above)
• the rest, window shopping na lang hehe!

i even day dreamed that i'll be lucky enough, be discovered and be a billboard model and champ would soon notice me, ask me to marry him then live happily ever after .. haha kidding.. well i love shopping.. of course i'm still a girl! though my old friends says i'm not! err, right now, i'm listening "mr. brightside" by the killers and i super love that song! it's because champ my honey loves it too.. hehe.. oh well, i don't know what else to put.. i'm getting sleepy na, thank God!! but before anything else, i'll post first in jtc's y.G.. i miss those peepz there so much! and.. naaaaaaah.. i'll check if biboy posted anything, at all! because i asked him to! haha.. so...... ciao!

the girl scribbled at
1:33 AM

on the music
start the party
im coming right down
to boogie on the dance floor
it's time to rock 'n' roll







Nica \m/
**15 years old
**3rd year high school
**Music lover
**Band addict
**Can switch from one genre of music to another
**Poetic and Ambitious :D


"I'm not materialistic, I'm ambitious.."



**God
**Family
**Friends
**MUSIC!!
**Punk and Rock (but any genre would do)
**Goth and Rebels (a bit)
**Guitars
**Indie Bands
**Composing Songs
**Black and Hot Pink
**Gigs and Concerts
**Books
**Coffee
*Shopping
*Fashion
*Cam Whoring
*Movies
*The O.C.
*Surfing the Net
*Blogging



*Plastics
*Failing tests
*Nags
*Backstabbers
*Posers
*Mean
*ATHEIST :(


**new black electric guitar
**new acoustic guitar
*new iPod Video 30GB
*drums for my couz
**callalily album launch
**urbandub's "embrace" album
*sitti's "cafe bossa" album
**iriver H10
**DSL! yeaboi!
*revamped friendster account
*school basketball varsity (oyea!)
*revamped blog
*reformatted p.c
*hale's "twilight"






Airisa
April
Chreesiih
Karj
Monique
Natzuki
Paola
Raize
Ryan
Robert
Eka
Gh
Tangkie
Patt
Yvetskie
Bianca Gonzalez
Ala Paredes
Paula Peralejo
Edrelyn
Phen
Pattiness
Maggie


**Friendster account
*Picture Trail

Email her: mnica_30@yahoo.com





"Take Me Away"
- Christina Vidal





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